All my life I have been doing the easiest options. But, I was a smart kid. Didn't have to put in any real effort, and got good marks. But then I blew it all. I didn't do drugs or crime or drunk alcohol, I just didn't do anything. Had gotton so used to not working very hard so that when I left school at 18, I was effectively 3 years behind my friends. I would kill myself sometimes if it weren't for the fact that it wouldn't be the easiest option and that there some part of me that stopped me.
MentalMorph MentalMorph
22-25, M
1 Response Mar 11, 2007

I am like you except I do drink a little but never used to till grad. Look at the bright side. You may be three years back from them but are also three years back on all the drama that comes with it. Don't worry about being behind on them. You make your own path.