I Am Vain
Its heartbreaking, but true. Before I get into the story, I want to tell you about myself. To be completely frank, I'm gorgeous. I can't walk by a mirror without being distracted by my own beauty, and I'm proud of that. Don't get me wrong, I'm not shallow. I couldn't care less if someone is ugly, and I would never say it to there face if they were. I come from a vain family, full of gorgeous Brits who look beautiful even in their 70's.
I've lost a friend over my stunning apperance and confident nature. She was one of my best friends, and not to be mean or anything, but she wasn't that great looking and wasn't that confident, but that stuff doesn't matter to me. She was a nice girl thats all that mattered. We also had an other friend who idolized me and still does to this day. Now in our friendship without realizeing it, they had given me a sort of "Queen Bee" position, which I didn't want. I didn't want to be their leader, I just wanted to be friends. Well after a few years of knowing eachother the friend I mentioned before, We'll call her Blondie, had grown jealous of me. Our freshman year was when it started. She began to dress like me and she dyed and cut her hair to match mine. I remember one week I wore a velvet red dress shirt and black slacks to school. I had a sort of trademark of leaving my blouse unbuttoned really low, but no teacher ever said anything about it because they adored me not to mention my breast are a size DD and I filled out the shirt nicely. The next day she wore the exact same outfit with her blouse unbuttoned low just like mine. Our art teacher told her to button her shirt. She glared at me afterward and complained to me later that the teachers never made me button my shirt. She continued this for a couple of months. She also liked a boy who liked me at the time (I didn't like him that way though) and she was angry at his constant flirting with me and the final straw was when he asked me to homcoming in front of her. I amediately shot him down (Politely) in front her her by playing dumb and acting like he was asking both of us to go as friends. She began to act like me more and more and then she got to a point to where she didn't want to be my friend anymore. I cried and asked her why, but she didn't answer. Later that night my friend that idolizes me texted Blondie for me and found out why. She admitted to being jealous of my beauty, charm, how much everyone loved me and my grades. She also admitted to her being jealous that the boy liked me. I didn't want her to be jealous! I just wanted her as a friend! I loved her like a sister, and still do even though I'm angry that she would be so childish. She hated that I was their "leader", I didn't want to be there leader! *Sigh* beauty and charm truely are curses.
I've lost a friend over my stunning apperance and confident nature. She was one of my best friends, and not to be mean or anything, but she wasn't that great looking and wasn't that confident, but that stuff doesn't matter to me. She was a nice girl thats all that mattered. We also had an other friend who idolized me and still does to this day. Now in our friendship without realizeing it, they had given me a sort of "Queen Bee" position, which I didn't want. I didn't want to be their leader, I just wanted to be friends. Well after a few years of knowing eachother the friend I mentioned before, We'll call her Blondie, had grown jealous of me. Our freshman year was when it started. She began to dress like me and she dyed and cut her hair to match mine. I remember one week I wore a velvet red dress shirt and black slacks to school. I had a sort of trademark of leaving my blouse unbuttoned really low, but no teacher ever said anything about it because they adored me not to mention my breast are a size DD and I filled out the shirt nicely. The next day she wore the exact same outfit with her blouse unbuttoned low just like mine. Our art teacher told her to button her shirt. She glared at me afterward and complained to me later that the teachers never made me button my shirt. She continued this for a couple of months. She also liked a boy who liked me at the time (I didn't like him that way though) and she was angry at his constant flirting with me and the final straw was when he asked me to homcoming in front of her. I amediately shot him down (Politely) in front her her by playing dumb and acting like he was asking both of us to go as friends. She began to act like me more and more and then she got to a point to where she didn't want to be my friend anymore. I cried and asked her why, but she didn't answer. Later that night my friend that idolizes me texted Blondie for me and found out why. She admitted to being jealous of my beauty, charm, how much everyone loved me and my grades. She also admitted to her being jealous that the boy liked me. I didn't want her to be jealous! I just wanted her as a friend! I loved her like a sister, and still do even though I'm angry that she would be so childish. She hated that I was their "leader", I didn't want to be there leader! *Sigh* beauty and charm truely are curses.
By:
BabyFacedCassie
Age:
16-17
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Female
