I Don"t Matter

I can hardly stand it anymore!!!!! Everything is ******* me off, everything in my life right now..... My mom , my sister, my father, mydogs, My work, My life, the way my clothes are clinging to me, the air, the heat, I hate my job, I hate my life I hate the damn commas I keep putting... I'm so angry I feel like Im gonna throw up.

AHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I don't want to go to work tomorrow I don't want to eat I don't want to sleep I don't want to do anything......I just want it to all stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't get appressiated for what I do , what I am or anything...

I try so hard at work =( and yet I get nothing from it, I exercise but I lose no weight , I eat right but I don't feel full,

I SUFFER from MIRGRAINS in my sleep, I throw up constintly

Im lossing my house, Im lossing my family , my dog is getting taken away from me,

I don't have a car, I got my bike stolen

I barly make enough to feed my self

I failed math class

I don't sleep good, havent in a while

Vicoden the med doesn't even take the pain away anymore

My mom won't stop talking

My dad hates me,

the way I dress is wrong, the way I think is wrong,

Im TOO SENSITIVE

My sister hurts me

MY RELIGON IS WRONG MY SOUL IS WRONG

GOD HATES ME

i really don't even know if he excists but if i don't believe in him ILL BURN FOREVER IN THE FIRES OF HELL

My back hurts a lot

Im a horrible speller

I CAN"T BREATHE MOST OF THE TIME

ALL MY POEMS ARE DEPRESSING AND THE HAPPY ONES DONT" MEAN **** TO ME

I hate that most of society centers around three letters SEX

NOBODY CARES CAUSE THEY HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEMS

GOD DOESN"T CARE

WHY

because i don't matter
IronHeart IronHeart
18-21
Jul 27, 2010