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Dammit!!!

WHY?!?! WHEN I SAY I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT, I ******* MEAN IT!!!
DON'T YOU DARE GIVE ME THAT ******* ****!! GO NEAR HIM AND I SWEAR TO ******* GOD.
I LOVE YOU, BUT WHY THE **** DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!
BUT GUESS WHAT?? YOUR NOT EVEN THE ******* PROBLEM!!
SHE IS!! HOW DARE YOU ******* SAY THAT TO ME!! DON'T ACT LIKE YOUR A PRIZE PIG, MOST OF THE TIME, YOU START THE ******* ARGUMENTS!!! YOU STUPID ****!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!
I'M JUST IN THAT *******, NO REMORSE, HATEFUL, DISTURBING MOOD. I COULD JUST STAB MYSELF, OR GO OUT ON THE STREETS AND WALK ON THE ROAD, HOPING A CAR WILL SMASH INTO ME. BLOOD SPLATTERING EVERYWERE. 
WHY?! WHY THE **** IS IT ALL GOING DOWN NOW??!?! AFTER 4 YEARS OF ******* ****!! ALL THOSE YEARS YOU PUT ME THROUGH DAD!!
WHY!?! WHY!!!!!!! I JUST WANT TO BURST OUT INTO A BOILING RAGE AND START SOBBING, SCREAMING. SCREAMING JUST LIKE SHE DOES. WHEN MISS PRINCESS DOESN'T GET HER ******* WAY. YOU ARE A DESPICABLE, SELFISH PIG!!!
DAD, HOW HAVE YOU NOT REALISED? HOW HAVE YOU NOT REALISED AFTER ALL THIS TIME...
HOW??
(TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE):
I HATE YOU. I ******* HATE YOU. I CAN'T STAND THE SIGHT OF YOU. YOU PICKY *****, YOU DISGUST ME. ALWAYS HAVING TO BE IN ******* CONTROL OF EVERYTHING, AND AS SOON AS WE GO AGAINST THE GRAIN, YOU SHOOT US DOWN. I ******* HATE YOU, I ******* HATE YOU!!!!
''EVERYTHING WAS SO PEACEFUL BEFORE YOU CAME, TAYLOR''. YEAH ******* RIGHT, JANE. YOU? PEACEFUL?
IT'S ALL A JOKE. IT'S ALL A ******* JOKE..
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU. YOU ARE THE MOST SELFISH ***** POSSIBLE. YOU HAVE NO ******* IDEA, YOU REALLY DON'T.
YOU'D PROBABLY BE HAPPY TO SEE MY DEAD BLOODY BODY, WOULDN'T YOU?? YOU SEEM TO HATE ME THAT MUCH.



TheSimpsons8 TheSimpsons8 18-21, F 4 Responses May 22, 2012

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Hey girl. Just so you know, it wont always be this way. I grew up like this, and I felt like the top of my head was gonna come off, or that I wanted to take a gun to school, or run away ( which I did, but I came back), or SOMETHING! ANYTHING! I imagine you are a violent sea of emotions right now; about your sexuality and family and school and all the ******* rest. But soon enough you'll be 18 and working and driving and you can take some control.

Thank you very much, your comment means so much. Luckily, my father and his gf have broken up. Things are better..so much better without her. And i cant wait to drive and work :) thank you again, i appreciate it :)

:(

Thanks for caring :(

I'm sorry to hear. *hugs* :( You want to talk about it?

Thanks for caring *hugs* I'm feeling better but I'll get back to you. Thanks again.

That's good. You're welcome. :) *hugs*

Omg, so sorry this happened. I am speechless

Yep.
Thanks for caring. I guess I have to live, don't I?

Things will get better

They better.

Just takes time, and time sucks.

It sure does, been waiting for 4 years, nearly 5. Time to get out.

Where you gonna go?

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