I Am Venting
Right now, my brain is scattered all over the place. I'm wrapped up in my own financial situation and wondering where we'll turn up and what we'll be doing next. I know that in the next two weeks, we'll (my husband and I will) have to participate in a clinical study where we can double the money totaling it up to a few hundred.
By the end of next month, we'll have to evacuate these premises due to apartment renovations plus we'll need to start working to save enough money to get our own place. Who knows what our in-laws will be doing because his brother wants to leave his wife for another woman, she wants to do whatever she wants to do, and my husband wants to have us end up in separate places (me living with a friend and him living with a friend of his) but the problem is, I don't have any family or friends to stay with. I've always been socially awkward and shy which makes it even harder for me to make friends.
Another thing I'm worried about is the local news. There were two kids who went missing on Father's Day, the dad told the mom that the kids were probably dead and it was time to move on the second day of investigation. Then the dad wanted to fight news reporters who were interviewing him, denied lie detector tests to the police, amongst other suspicious behavior.
Now, today six days later, the kids burned bodies were found dead in the lake. It was soo sad because my husband and I got really interested in this case and rathered the kids be found alive. Now, I feel like I'm mentally grieving for those kids even though I didn't know them which makes my brain even more scattered. It's not the first time I've emotionally grieved for someone.
After that I watched 48 Hours where a woman and her boyfriend killed another girl than mutilated her body. The woman was clearly guilty and only got five years but the boyfriend got more years for the crime. It's unfair plus she got a tattoo of her boyfriend directly after the sentence was put down. Suspicious? She did it and I know it. Murder always gets me down but I'm fascinated by these cases, always have been.
