Why I Am Angry With Myself

I am a single mother of 4 wonderful children.  I am recently divorced and had to move back in with my father.  I get so mad at my ex and it just ruins every part of my life.  I want to just get over it and what he has done to me but it seems like it has ruined so much of me. I started seeing a new guy and I do not trust anything he does or says. I fight with him all the time, and i am so negative about everything in life. After any fight I may have with him I just hate myself, for ruining the good time that we were having.

greeneangel greeneangel
26-30, F
Sep 6, 2009