I Know That I Love Her So Much...

yeah.....She is so beautiful...she is my friend and she is straight...I have told her about my feelings,now she knows everything..but she still continue treat me as friend and it hurts a lot...I am so confused..I don't know what I must do...I think I mustn't make her fall in love with me...I think it will be a sin...I don't wanna make her live these pains..I don't know if I must go away from her or I must stay with her...I am so happy around her..I think she is the reason that I live...I don't want her to be my friend....I want much more than friendship....she can always make me smile,even if everything is so bad...she has got a boyfriend but she doesn't love him..and I am jealous of her so much,I feel so helplessness....she will never be mine...I know..but really I love her so much...
4bidden 4bidden
18-21, F
1 Response May 23, 2012

:( i feel for you iv been there it really is the worse you need to try and accept it as hard as it is that if it really isnt going to go any where then move on am sure your a lovley lookin girl and you will find some one who feels the same way back for you stay strong!