Can't Get Past It O.o

I know that most of the reasons I dislike my body is very irrational but I can never get my mind to just love my body for what it is.

I am not over-weight, and I am not anorexic. I have a very average shorter European stocky build. But after some time I have a nice vision of what I want my body to look like, and I seem to be too lazy to actually work-out, etc. to get in the shape that I want.

I also like slimmer taller types, so I always want to be a bit taller and slimmer. I would like to grow my hair out and be more "fem" but everytime I try to grow my hair it is far too much of a bother to keep... or I get too hot so I just buzz my head.

So like most guys that don't have it... I wish I was in far better shape, taller, sexier... and the common.

I don't think I will ever feel and think that I am uber sexy or anything like that.. but I guess the best thing to try and do is appreciate that I am healthy and have a pretty decent body.

Yeps yeps ^^
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Jul 26, 2011