I Can't Help It

I am always seeing someone in need, then I have this crazy urge to go out and help them. Most of the time I do... Even if it's something I shouldn't be helping them on..i.e (exams, money for things they shouldn't buy, they are a mean hearted person and don't deserve my help...).

I generally think nice thoughts about other people, until my suspiciousness comes in the way (every now and then). I feel nice at heart, I don't know how to describe it.. But you know the feeling you get when someone does a good deed for you? That's the feeling I feel when I do something for another person, or when I'm just in a good mood. I feel like I did something nice, and that may just be because my heart is kind. I've always been the little helper of sorts, the goody-good of the circle, the sweet one, the nice one, the motherly one.

All of my actions are done out of kindness I could say. Sometimes I feel obligated, other times it is just so. I usually find myself helping someone, sometimes it seems like I'm not even being nice, that I'm just doing it... But then I realize, that's me being nice. That's who I am and how I'll always be.