It's Been Awhile...

For a long time, I was never alone. I always had someone by my side whom I could hold, and who would hold me back. Someone to rely on as a lover and a friend. Now, it's been that 'Long time' over again since I've been in any sort of meaningful or even half meaningful relationship. Now, with my severe depression and anxiety holding me back I am more lonely than I have ever been in my life. I really don't mean to sound pitiful, I really dont...It's just the truth. I need someone.
Angrybees Angrybees
18-21, M
1 Response Sep 25, 2012

Its soo weird. The one i loved left me, could not hold to me, stand by me. My parents love me loads but heart aces for a companion. And in Indian community, arranged marriage happens only if you are beautiful and born with all good stars. Which i unfortunately do not have. I feel terribly sad. Alone. And want to be loved.