For a long time, I was never alone. I always had someone by my side whom I could hold, and who would hold me back. Someone to rely on as a lover and a friend. Now, it's been that 'Long time' over again since I've been in any sort of meaningful or even half meaningful relationship. Now, with my severe depression and anxiety holding me back I am more lonely than I have ever been in my life. I really don't mean to sound pitiful, I really dont...It's just the truth. I need someone.