I am 35 and very very lonely I don't have many friends and I want is a nice girl to go old with I cant get I girl friend. had one for 3 months two years ago and now we are best best friends. and I love her so much and I cant let go. if she moves on it will kill me and if I moved on and we both meet some one it would kill me to. I cant talk to women women would laugh at me as I have a very small penis. so i have no conscience.