Written on July 29th, 2010
I have been feeling alot like many of the other post about lonely in a marriage. For the last three years I have been battling this because I am unemployed and care for my disabled father and children, there are weeks, maybe even months where I handle being invisible in this marriage better than others, than there a days I just break down....this morning was one of those days. Depression took a hold on me last night and I rarely slept thinking of how this sad marriage came about, than this morning I had several hours of crying and I screamed to him from the top of my lungs how this was killing me inside....he just stood quite. All I want to do is cry, I am so alone.