I am listening to sad music and just crying.  I hurt so deeply, it is indescribable.  I have been going through so much lately.  I don't have a best friend to turn to.  I had one but I broke his heart, because I couldn't enter into a marriage with doubts.  He ignores me for a living now.  My current boyfriend (ex??) is a joke...  His sister was my first friend I'd had in a while, but she won't even talk to me now, because I have come to find out she only has something to do with you if you're offering her things.  Story of my life.

BellasHappyPlace BellasHappyPlace
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 16, 2010

Be strong, this too will pass...i know this may not be what you are inclined to do now, but it's better to turn away from sad songs (they only make matter worst)...maybe try something neutral?