Stop The World , I Want To Get Off

I don't know what to do, there's nothing i can do. My entire world is crashing before me. I was alright with everything..I finally made progress, I was going to make it. Now my parents have lost their jobs and there's nothing i can do. The job's in my area have dried up and the small morsels are being competed for between people with master and bachelor degrees.

I can't afford to go to school either..Funny though i just realized i what i wanted out of life then this! It's like a bad tragic drama! I finally want to live ,damn it! I want something out of this life!

I don't want to settle for living for the end any longer, I want what i want and i can't supress it any longer! I'm tired of it all.

I don't want to be without a home,food,shelter,showers,the internet. I'm so scared that i'm paralyzed....the worst part is i can't yell ,scream or cry about it all ..because it can't change a thing