I Keep Too Much Inside

I find it hard to share me, my thoughts and feelings are so private to me. I had what I thought was a "Best" friend for about 10 years, that was new for me because I never let people close. I trusted this person and we shared a lot. Trust is very important to me, and after ten years this "Best" friend of mine did something that proved that they could not be trusted. It tore my heart. This was more than 10 years ago, I have forgiven them but, since then I have not had another friend like that. Someone I can open up to about anything and not feel judged.
metalk2u metalk2u
46-50
1 Response May 20, 2012

everyone i get close to leaves.<br />
my ex was the closest person i ever got to. <br />
it breaks my heart completely that he left. i dont ever want to trust anyone again. i feel so alone ans stupid. why cant i see the signs that no one cares. /:<br />
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im here if you need someone to vent to. <br />
sometimes all you need it someone to listen.