Never Have And Never Will

I have never Really let anyone close

When they start to get close I close up and retreat into myself and they back off

That's as far as they get there are only three people that are I guess "close" to me my mom , my best friend , and my girlfriend

It took them YES even my mom (I was a vary distrusting child) 18 years to get that close
(except my girlfriend took her 2 1/2 almost 3 years she a spacial case for some reason I don't know why )

I even sometimes lie to keep a comfortable distance from people

They think there close and they know me but the know only what i want them to know or the lies I told them just to keep them happy

I'm always in control (or I try to be)
arllry arllry 18-21, F Jul 12, 2012

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