I have been hurt in the past both emotionally and physically so I guess that's one of the reasons why I find it difficult to let people in to my life. I long for that touch and intamacy for someone to really know me, but how can I want and expect these things when I never let people close. I feel like I'm going around in circles, every time I feel the connection with someone I push them away..scared of what they or the future may bring. But now I have found someone I want to let in to my life and I can't have them. I wish I wasn't so cruel to myself...
Blueskies22 Blueskies22
26-30, F
Aug 6, 2012