It's Real Hard To Open Up

I am a very communicative and outgoing person. People like me, and try to be around me. But I just feel so wierd about turning pwople I know into friends. I have 10 friends, and less family than that. These few people in my life are dear to me, and mean the world. But I have no "just friends," no one. My friends might as well be family, for they are closer and help me more than my family.
I guess I am off a little, I do have friends I'm not real close to, but I don't undrstand them.
Oh if I only had a brain and knew what I was thinking...
hellimus hellimus
26-30, M
Sep 17, 2012