Not Easy For Me to Get Close

it's easy for people to get close to me or comfortable around me, but it's not the same way around.. I'm just very, very selective when it comes to whom I wanna open up with and all... Yes, I can hang-out with all these people, but it doesn't mean that i can show them the depths of my heart and tell them everything..

mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 9, 2009

I can't say i'm ultra happy with it, but in a way, it makes me feel more secure... I guess, I'm just finding it hard to really trust a whole lot of people again...

that's true! sometimes, it's like, i feel numb already and i dunno what to do or say... I don't wanna hurt people, but i'm so on guard already.

I know what you mean. I think it is because you are sensitive and care about people.<br />
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So you have to limit yourself when you are around uncaring people and it's hard to be on guard all the time. You don't want to hurt or be hurt!