Hi Im New

hi everyone im new to this site so i will start with a little about me im emily and i have a boyfriend named bryan he is the love of my life but things were hard at first because it is hard for me to open up. when things get hard or scary for me i close up and push people away. i have a very hard time trusting people as well i have been let down a lot people close to me have died and past boyfriends cheated used me to get with friends abused me mentally one physicaly and so it was hard for me to trust men. bryan is the first man i have let in my life and let get close to me. ibstill tend to push him away at times because he is a marine and im scared to death of losing him. everything is good right now he loves me and cares about me and loved me when noone else did i was let down by friends and people that i love and he was there my dad died when i was thirteen i met bryan three years later and he helped me get through that i was very close to my father and i hate that he had to die im getting married to bryan in may and my dad cant be here to walk me dowwn the isle that is a little about me.
marinesbabi24 marinesbabi24
18-21, F
2 Responses Mar 14, 2010

Its good be careful.

Its good be careful.