ever since this summer I dont go outside, hangout with friends, I usually only eat sleep and play zelda. I text a few people. but I just went outside for the first time today in a week. i was with six others. I sat there the whole time sitting on the side,not talking. I try to laugh along but it doesnt work. I wish I had new friends but everyone else i know are really weird. I usually think, nobody enjoys my company so whats the point of living,right? then I just think, ill do it later. but never acually do it.