I Guy That I Am Attracted to

i am attracted to my co-worker right..but i think that it is so physical.....he is very big head and so wrong for me....but i still want him i still am intrested in him...and last night i dreamt that he was wrighting the song endless love on a piece of paper.. and i cant shack this dream and i cant stop listening to this song and wondering what this means...

i am shy and i havent opened up to him at all and i have been really shy and i dont why....