I honestly can't believe I've never been kissed. I'm 18. I'm in college. All guys seem to care about in college is sex. I can't find a single one who i could trust with my first relationship and kiss. I feel like I'm overanylizing it. It's not like it's my viginity or anything!
People here don't even believe that I'm a virgin. Nobody knows actually how "virginal" i am, although I'm sure my roommates have guessed since I don't talk about ex's like they do. With my female friends, i'm not afraid to make sexual jokes right along with them. I'm usually not afraid to flirt with guys either. the guys here definately intimidate me though.
I always make excuses as to why I can't kiss a guy. I've had plenty of opportunities. I just don't understand why this had to happen to me.