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I Hope You Come Online.

I'm waiting for you to come online. I've been waiting for two days now, and counting. My Facebook tab's always opened, waiting for your name to pop up telling me everythings ok. But no, only a few friends "hello's" and hours spent waiting, so far, for nothing.
Two days ago, me and my boyfriend were chatting online. I couldn't think of anything to say, so I didn't say anything for about ten minutes. After those ten minutes, when he asked me if I wanted to talk, I said I had nothing to talk about. He responded by saying bye. He was still online when I said bye back.
Me and my boyfriend have been dating for five months, today is our anniversary actually. Lately he's been getting back into his old rountine, playing video games and spending more time with friends at school then me. Now, two days after our "fight", we haven't talked.
I sent him a little paragraph saying happy five months today, and haven't gotten a response. If I don't get one today, I know he's mad. But really, I don't know why he should be. What did I do? But yet, even with all these mixed emotions, I'm still sitting here wasting time with my Facebook tab open, wishing he'd come on.
I want to tell him how I feel. How I think we're losing what we had, and how we can solve this problem, get over it. Or maybe something else is wrong. He'd said we'd be together for a long time, but now I'm doubtful. I need to talk to him, but when I need him most, he's not here.
But tonight, I'll still be sitting here. I'll still be waiting for him to come online. I hope he'll be online, to wish me a happy five months or to get something off of his chest as well. I'll be sitting here waiting for you, I hope it's worth it.
xspamadvice xspamadvice 13-15, F May 21, 2012

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