I Am Wasting My Life Away
After a long military career I find myself in a fruitless existance. Making money to pay for a house to sit in and do nothing. I have no friends, my familly make me angry and my work is dull. What do I do now? Iam over 50, living in a dream and hating myself for it. I don't know which way to turn, and please don't talk to me about christ, budda or any of the other god bothering BS. I don't even know what I am doing this for..............