RejectionEven in the midst of flowing time, i feel languid,
I can't even see the heart that's leaving me yet i don't know...
I can't even get myself to move, i continue to be washed down the cracks of time.
I don't know anything about what's around me, i'm just me and no more.
Am i dreaming? am i seeing nothing?
My words are useless even if i speak.
I'm just tired of being sad,
I should go on without feeling anything.
Even if i'm given the words i'm at a loss for,
my heart won't just pay attention.
If i move myself away, if i change everything,
I'll turn it black.
sarablue 18-21, F 1 Nov 7, 2012