25 And Nothing To Show For It
25 is such an odd age. Many people say "Oh, you're so young! You have plenty of time to do whatever you want!" But most of the time I feel like I should have accomplished far more than I have. And I feel like time is running out. I went to college right out of high school, but only stayed for a semester and then quit. I've gone back for a semester here and there, but I can never decide what I want to do, so I just end up quitting again. I can't even get a regular full time job, I work in a cafe at a bookstore. Almost full time, but I barely make enough to get by. I want to find a better job and go back to school, but I just can't seem to motivate myself. I'll have grand plans to put in all these applications and get myself straight for school, but when the time comes around I usually just end up laying in bed all day or on the computer. I really need to find some way to get more energy and motivation.