I Have No Clue...I really have no clue why, but I cried a lot. Maybe I love him so much or I hate him so much. I just know that I want him, miserably. He has no clue what I am going through. He is totally shy to it. I cried so much that now I am so sick. I am vomiting blood, spasms, fever, high headache and this stress is making the things worse. The best part is that I don't even have a clue of what I want. I really need him and that is the only thing I know, and I know it for sure.
What the hell should I do?