Freaking Weird

My back is hurting so bad, it is because I do not sit properly while I am studying, I got into this habit which is studying on my bed since the middle school, I sit for hours like this, plus I sit for 8 hours on my desk at work, and follow it by 3 hours in class, if only my back could SCREAM!

I have gone to the doctor some years ago and he told me that my spine is a little bit moved, it is nothing serious but the doctor advised me to swim and get my back massaged regularly to have a healthy "back"! However  I could drown in the bath-top,  I don't know a damn thing about swimming, so that's one option gone!.... and getting massaged...! Well that's the weird part,  I am REALLY in need for a back massage, I have ignored my back these years because it was kind of fine, but recently my back has been really hurting for the reasons I mentioned, today my sis went and got a massage, I wished I could go with her but I didn't.... the thing is that I am really really really weird when it comes to stripping in front of stranger............ hmm or actually anyone for that matter!!

I have never went into the change room with my friends, my sis or even my mum, I don't like it, it makes me uncomfortable and awkward  so how about stripping and getting touched by a complete stranger? That will actually add more tension not help me relax!!!

It is weird, I KNOW but I cannot help it, and it is not like am ashamed of my body or anything, I just don't feel comfortable. 

I honestly don't know what to do with my back, it is just that you cannot do anything properly if your back is hurting.

I also want one-day to get full body laser hair removal, now don't ask me how I will do that LOL! But I am not worried about that now, let's get my back problem solved first O.o