Me In La La Land

God, I am such a ******' creep! I walk in and out of the same room over and over, this tight feeling in my gut telling me that I have forgotten something. I look around, trying to think what it is and drives me batshit because I can't quite remember. I can feel it on the tip of my tongue, just here, you see? Or I'll be looking at something and I just brown out. I lose focus and my vision goes blurry and my body gets tight. Don't know how long it lasts, but when I come back I feel weak and sad and pissed off for no reason.

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Mar 6, 2010