Do you know those people who are always happy... no matter what's going on around them, no matter how difficult things are, even if their life is falling apart they put on a smile and greet the day with energy and enthusiasm? I will never be that person, I’m not even capable of it. I would love to be able to put on a fake smile when things are difficult, but I can’t. When I am happy everyone knows it. There is a smile on my face and light in my eyes. I am excited and bubbly and laugh often. When things are difficult for me, everyone around me can see it in my expression, in the way I talk and the distance I create between myself and others. Some days I wish I didn’t ‘feel’ so strongly (if that made sense to you) Some days I wish I could just fake it.
patternsoflight patternsoflight
41-45, F
Dec 12, 2012