I Am Who I Am
They say I'm just being me. I say I'm being me. whatever that is. Today, I don't care to be lonely. I care to be alone. Dealing with nothing but my head. Nothing roams in it. No pain. Sit here and listen to silence. It’s loud today. It’s the new beginning that makes me nervous, you never know when it will end.
There is this place I go to often. It holds everything that I shouldn’t be a part of. Like a black hole it lures you in, with no escape. I see no exit sign. Waking up to perfection is almost impossible. Sometimes I wish I could see it in another light. I turn away from the thought though.. Even light doesn’t shine within those walls. So tell me, why do I always return?
There is this place I go to often. It holds everything that I shouldn’t be a part of. Like a black hole it lures you in, with no escape. I see no exit sign. Waking up to perfection is almost impossible. Sometimes I wish I could see it in another light. I turn away from the thought though.. Even light doesn’t shine within those walls. So tell me, why do I always return?