Me.

So i've made mistakes. A lot. I want to write everything, but it's just so much. I've been told more than once that my life is like a soap opera, and the first line in the song "Catastrophe" by Forever the sickest kids so describes me. I hate to admit it, but I cause my own unhappiness; doesn't everybody though? I'm working on it. I'm also pretty good at fixing my mistakes though. I'm manipulative, charming, and apparently my eyes draw in strangers. They plan my fate more than I do. Sometimes I say "I want to go home", when I'm sitting in my bed crying. I don't understand what that means, I don't really understand what anything I do means. Hoping that this blog can help me figure that out, learn more about myself, fix my trust issues, and cure this returning loneliness;

-Mama De ;)

MySecretLife1 MySecretLife1
18-21, F
Feb 16, 2009