Always Wicccan

Ok I gonna tell you my story i need you guys to help me here. Please don't post any comments if you don't want to help. Ever since I was like 5 my dad's mother was dieing of cancer her last night on earth I gave her a kiss on the forhead in the morning I had felt a tickle on my cheek like a kiss and then a sting on my back I looked over my right shoulder to see a pentacle on my shoulderblade. I hid it from my parents till I was 12 thats when my mother found it and they both took me to the doctor. He said that it was the oddest birthmark he had ever seen. My mother was so mad that she had gone on a drive that night... little did we know she wasn't comming back. She died that night I thought that it was my fault and tried to run away. My dad found out sent me to my room and was grounded. I finally found out a couple of years ago what it ment and switched over to wiccan, the only problem is telling my dad. I don't want to hurt his feelings or feel like I've turned my back on him. Will you help me?
smarts smarts
18-21, F
8 Responses Aug 3, 2010

It seems that the Universe is pointing out your path very clearly. Painful, but nonetheless, a blessing. You are almost adult now, your ability to participate in Creation is mature. Trust your valuable subtle senses (they seem really healthy), your feelings and your intuition. They will not fail you, they are for the subtle you what vision and hearing are for the concrete you.<br />
Let the Universe tell you if and when and how to talk to your father. It's O.K. to wait a while for clarity.<br />
Your suble senses will inform you. Follow the spirit and you bliss and you will gracefully fulfill your life's purpose.<br />
Your awareness is strong. <br />
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Blessed be

You have been touched, given the gift from your grandmother. Have you ever thought that maybe you were meant to heal? I know what you mean when you say you are not sure whether or not you want to share the information on your faith. You don't have to share but if you are asked you may just want to say you believe in Nature, that way misunderstandings won't immediately occur. Many people are scared of Wicca or Paganism because they do not understand it. Many of us have dealt with this struggle and I still have not told my mother, who is staunchly Xtian, that I am now in a Pagan group because she wouldn't know how to react. She knows I am psychic but she does not understand Wicca nor would she take the time to understand it. I also have been touched, I did not get a pentagram or pentacle for a birthmark but my great-grandmother who was an Inuit shaman came to me with the gift when I was pregnant and since then I have been able to heal. My best advice is to meditate and ask your guides for advice as well if you still are not sure. You don't owe an explanation to anyone and no one should try to stop you from being who you are meant to be. If you would like to talk further feel free to message me. May the light and love hold you in times of darkness and rejoice with you in times of happiness.<br />
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Blessed be.<br />
Namaste.<br />
Zurie

Yes, your faith is your own. I know it's hard to keep quiet from the people you have been used to using for self valification. The thing is, your faith is valid, a nd so are you, without any opinions. Love your family, your significants,etc., but don't feel the need to justify yourself to them. We all are free falling through space: what's the right answer. You make the call. Peace.

Thank you, all of you. May you always find peace.

I am sure you wont hurt him I know you got close , you probably will not push him way just think how you want to tell him if you need advice you know my profile jeremy

I know I'll do the right thing, but I do need to wait. I feel that I need to wait to tell him. I can't hurt his feelings I love him to much. And he is the only parental figure I have left. So I don't want us to be pushed away. We just got close. This is the first rise I've seen out of him since the accident. But thank you for the advise. :)

MY ADVICE TO YOU WOULD BE TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND DO WHAT YOU BELIVE IS THE RIGHT THING, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND JUST LISTEN TO WHAT YOU BELIEVE IS RIGHT IF YOU WANT TO WAIT TO TELL YOUR DAD YOU WAIT IF YOU FEEL NOW IS GOOD I SAY GO FOR IT WE ALL HIDE THINGS THAT WE DON'T WANT ANYONE TO KNOW THATS US BEING HUMAN IF WE WERE ALL THE SAME LIFE WOULD BE BORING IF YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME REMEMBER YOU SOUND LIKE A STRONG PERSON ANDI LOVE THAT GODS WATCHING AND LOVES YOU SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE A ROUNDED MIND YOU 'LL DO THE RIGHT THING JEREMY

Thank you very much Sjachaurix. I just never would've known what to do by myself. :)