I lost my husband 1 year ago. He passed at age 37. I was 32. We have 3 small children under the age of 6. Its hard for me to wake up in the moring. Waking upmis painful! When Im at work Im fine but I hate evenings and weekends. Im so lonly and depressed. No one understands. . I just keep everything in and pretend to be ok. im tired of pretending.