There was a time in my life where I felt completely lost and I didn't know my place in this world, and when I prayed to God, it was like he was lost to me. But one day I sat in my room completely and utterly bored out of my mind. Only, I could have left my room and done something, but something kept me in that room. I didn't know why but I stayed. time passed with nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. Then when my thoughts drifted to my soul a God,as if by force, my mind suddenly began to race. Thoughts and random ideas started springing up. Adam and Eve, Satan, the physical and spiritual bodies of man, God, birth, sin, death, and life. Ideas I've never heard of like the reasons we sin, what it was like before sin, and the types of bodies of man. For some reason I knew that it wasn't just random sequences of thought or imagination. I knew it was real knowledge.
My mind flowed with massive amounts of ideas, and I began piecing them together like a puzzle. Making sense of them, putting them together and smoothing out the edges. I organized them in a way, so that they all corresponded with one another. And it suddenly came to me, a few days before I had asked what my purpose was, and he gave me the answer through other knowledge. Like when you put together a puzzle and there's a secret message on the back. And my message read: My purpose is to serve, to serve through understanding. Understanding of the universe and all that inhabit it.
If anyone wants to hear about the ideas and thoughts I had, please do not hesitate to contact me. You are all free to learn.
ShizenNoSeishin 16-17, M 0 Jul 10, 2011