Chances

They say to take chances.
They say that if you don't risk anything then you aren't living.
They say that love is great.
They say that everything will be okay.
They say that in order for this to work I have to give my all.
But Why?
They say to take chances and yet every chance I've taken has brought me down into the abyss of darkness that much more.
They say that if you don't risk anything then you arent living and yet I risked it all and now I feel like I am left with nothing but an idea, a fantasy.
They say that love is great and yet everytime I give into love it shatters my very being leaving me feeling like there is nothing left to live for.
They say that everything will be okay and yet to me everything is an illusion.
They say that in order for this to work I have to give my all and yet I've given my all and love keeps taking what is left of me.
I'm done taking chances.
I'm done taking risks.
I'm done believing those who say love is great.
I'm done with thinking that everything will be okay.
I'm done with giving my all.
It's time for someone else to take these chances and feel this.
I'm DONE.
KraziiKitti KraziiKitti
18-21, F
Nov 27, 2012