Reclaiming

I have to tools or things I need to reclaim my life but it's finding the motivation to do it.  It is difficult to get started in making my life better when I live under a big dark depressing cloud.  I am so tired, exhausted beyond belief because I cannot sleep.  I have no energy, Im sick of the dissapointment in my life, and no matter how hard I try to reclaim myself and get on track something always holds me back and I end up back where I began.  I get tired and scared with life, frustrated too and just do not know what to do.  Just a ramble of my thoughts

tatteredwings tatteredwings
36-40
Mar 23, 2009