These past 2 years I have felt so dead inside. I do not know if it is the fear of getting older, what I gave with my family and have nothing in return or just the feeling of being let down, and used.
But I have set some goals for myself this week and I am going to try to accomplish them. They are just simple goals to help me feel alive again, get more energy and more happiness into my heart
I want to start being more grateful for what I have, start exercising more, go out and get some more sunshine on my face, make myself look better and start reading more. It is going to take time and lots of work but Im hoping by summer I will feel alive inside and start enjoying my life again.