Its Not Alot But Its A Lot.

I don't know what to do or say anymore.  It doesn't matter if i get up or stay in bed all day, what i say, what i think are all meaningless.  I just drift from way day to the next like some kind of ghost.  I used to think everyone had a purpose or some worthiness to their life but i realized a long time ago that its simply not true.  Some people just don't mean anything and are worthy of nothing.  I walk through life ignored and forgotten everyone with more important people or things to do and think about.  I used to fight because i thought i could overcome this but no, when your worthless its buried to the core and theres no escaping it.   So i go through life with the condradiction that people tell me i have value but treat me like im nothing, im done with it. 
WhyBother22 WhyBother22
22-25, M
May 22, 2012