I Do Not Deserve Life
I am a worthless piece of ****. I have no redeeming qualities, and I waste other's time and resources. I am fat, ugly, and I have no social skills. I have only had few people love me. Two only because we are family, and one because he is my best friend. My mother didn't even love me, and abandoned me. I have never had a female love me. No girls have ever kissed me, or never held my hand. I've never even had a girlfriend. I am Bipolar, yet I am almost constantly in a depressed state. Rarely am I in a state of mania, and even if I am, it is very short. Other people are superior to me, and I shouldn't have been born. My mother wised to abort me at first, and my father had to convince her not to. She didn't want me, and still doesn't want me. Even one of the only people I feel happy around, my best friend, I feel inferior to. I love him, and he does love me back, but his **** is larger than mine, he actually has had a girl that likes him, he has a loving family with a mother and father who care for him, and his family has much more money than mine. I truly am a worthless person who was born for no reason.