Said Something Stupid

Well true to being me I have done it again. Notoriously I thought I had learned to think and say things the right way instead of half thought out in my head.
Guess what I havent, the result is very bad. I may have lost the dearest person in my life.
Do you know how hard it is to find someone that actually cares and is smart and beautiful. Someone that is always there for you even when things arent good. I wish I could just huirt myself and take the hurt away from her. Its not fair for me to have been so unthinking and insensitive. I cant even say anything because she is gone. And I just want to curl up and cry till I die, this would be better than her hurting.
God please forgive me, please.
wodman1 wodman1
46-50, M
1 Response Jul 26, 2010

you have to forgive yourself. that is the second step after asking for forgiveness.