I told others that I wanted to experience a wide variety of things. Quite a few of these situations are considered "bad" and I do see legitimate danger in them. I do not seek pain or pleasure, just understanding. I want to be under the effect of drugs to know the life of addicts. Just as one can know the biological process of love and still lack the personal feeling the same can be said of narcotics and addiction. Drugs are one among many experiences I could have.
-Prison, mental health institution, direct lightning strike, black hole(despite brevity), being lost and isolated, torture, amputation, sterility, war, a slew of deaths, etc.

I want the good experiences too but I was told that the others were wrong to desire. I realize that I can not experience all of them and would like to express that I respect the people that live and have lived these realities. That being said, I still crave this knowledge and to anyone that tells me to pursue one of these I shall say that I do not want to completely decimate my life.

The bad circumstances are mostly permanent, maybe that defines them.
LazarusMalice LazarusMalice
22-25, M
Aug 17, 2014