More Physically Then Mentally I Think...

I don't think I'm older then 22 mentally. I've always been told I'm mature for my age and also I seem to get a long a lot better with people if they are at least 10 years older then me. But I think that just comes from the fact that I was an only child til I was 5 and my only friends were my mom's friends.

It's physically that I feel old. I have carpal tunnel in both wrists, arthritis in both knees, I tore 2 of the ligaments in my right ankle a couple of years ago and so it still causes me problems here and there, not to mention the arthritis in both ankels. My joints have always been bad, I think my back is going lol. I have TMJ, which causes my jaw to pop really loud and hurt, not only that but if I chew gum then my jaw locks on me. If I sit on the floor I'm pretty much stuck there lol, and you should see me get in and out of a chair. My grandmother and I do that the same way lol. If I put my hand on my knee and move it I can feel it grinding. And I just feel old. My body feels worn out and tired. Random joints pop for no reason and I feel like I need to be oiled or something lol.

pepsi21addict pepsi21addict
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 17, 2007

I so agree, I have always had friends who are much older than my self, I never really got along with people my own age, they seemed to be very immature to me.