Lost, Confused, And Unhappy

(my rant of nothingness)

i think im losing myself and honestly i dont know how the hell to find myself again. things really dont make any sense to me right now. im living life in a blur. i wake up every morning deal with mind numbing nothingness and go back to sleep. everyday feels the same im actually surprised this year seems as though its ran past me. im tired of feeling nothing tired of being confused. i feel drained. i feel as though the better part of me is being replaced by nothing, my emotions dont move me hell i dont even know what that means anymore. nothing feels right maybe im just losing it but im really not sure. this is how ive been feeling for a very long time now and im hoping this will change in the near future.
xlovelyxdarknessx xlovelyxdarknessx
22-25, F
1 Response Jul 10, 2010

You're not alone. Im feeling the same way. It seems that the older I get the more I lose.