I Believe I Am Indigo AdultI have always known I was different in fact this belief was very strong as a child in the 70s. I had many hardships struggling with a dysfunctional family. However the majority of extended family members on my fathers side were drawn to me and very protective. I remember strange UFO sightings as a child and many alien dreams. I struggled in grade school and believe that I might have a mild case of dyslexia, early on I was placed in special reading and math classes, with a teacher also very protective, nurturing and sweet, I then began to place above my grade level in reading and basic math.
I have struggled all my life to find my purpose knowing I had one and that it set me apart of all the other people around me. I have never fit in in normal social structures however later in life I learned how to "pretend" through the use of humor. One physic told me I had no past lives, that I was new and "came from a place very very far away from this planet, I signed up for this assignment" and then she laughed when she told me "you are very very different, show people and don't be afraid for there is nothing to fear in your life."
I am and always have been very spiritual however have a major disdain for religion and can not understand why the world at large can not let go of the myths they cling to, sometimes this frustrates me to the point of anger, and I am very similar feelings towards our government as well, knowing this is not the US the founding fathers had in mind.
I have always been drawn to animals, I can usually feel their emotions and seem to make strange connections with them that I as of yet do not understand, as few years ago my cat was very very sick, having always been told I was a teacher, healer and animal empath by mystics I practiced a self taught version of Reiki on her for a few days, during her next vet visit the dr. told me she was completely healed and he simply could not understand how it happened, she was very sick and near death. I have spend the majority of my adult life alone and preferred it that way on lately in my 40s have I begun to feel very very lonely, isolated and depressed.
I have also just in the past year of two, having never been one for clutter, keepsakes etc. I have had a strong urge to purge many many of my possessions and only keep a few basic top quality functional items.
I understand we are here to bring about the world shift, but how and when? I have been searching for answers but the books written on the subject are very limited some seem crazy and the majority are catered towards children and not adults.