You know. Every single person I've cared about or loved has done the exact same thing to me. Used me for their own satisfaction and ego and then dumped me without another thought. They bask in the fact of knowing that I'm obviously the weaker one within the relationship/friendship. That I need them in my life. That I depend on them to make me feel better. Every one of those people have taken advantage of that. Taken me for granted. And you know what? I'm sick to ******* death of it. I'm not a nasty person. But **** me, I can be. People perceive me to be a horrible *****, but what they don't realise is that it's because of the way they've treated me.