30 Years Friendship End Due To Her Death

I AM FROM EUROPEAN COUNTRY. I WAS VERY FRIENDLY WITH MY BEST FRIEND FROM PRETORIA. WE SHARED EVERYTHING IN LIFE. WE WERE TOTALLY ATTACHED TO EACHOTHER. I LOST HER IN ALPS IN AUSTRIA WHERE SHE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. CAN U BELIEVE AFTER THAT MY LIFE IS JUST GOING ON I CANT THINK ANYTHING OTHER THAN HER . I WANT TO COMEOUT OF THIS.I HAVE LOVED HER SO MUCH. WE WERE TRULY GREAT LOVERS. WE COULD NOT MARRY DUE TO SOME REASON. GOD I WANT MARRY HER IN THE NEXT BIRTH AND WANT TO SHARE ALL THE HAPPINESS OF LIFE. SHE DIED AT VERY EARLY AGE AND IT HAPPENED SO SUDDEN STILL I CANT BELIEVE IT. HOW GOD U CAN PUNISH ME LIKE THIS. MY LIFE IS TOTALLY SHATTERED. I DO NOT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN MY LIFE FURTHER. I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE MY LOSS. I NEVER LOVED ANYBODY IN MY LIFE THE WAY I LOVED HER. I THINK FROM HEAVEN THERE SHE MUST BE CRYING LOT.GOD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO FORGET HER. I KNOW THAT DEAD NEVER COME BACK.THE SONG OF ABBA IS MATCHED FOR ME WHERE IS THE SPING AND THE SUMMER
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Jan 19, 2013