Always Have Been

Even as a child, I was never one to throw tantrums and have meltdowns. Not in public at least. As far as the public eye was concerned, I was a sweet, shy, very calm little kid... But they didn't know I was just a walking volcano close to erupting. My public tantrums were very rare, but when I finally had them when we had family over for whatever reason, it was all pent up anger and frustration coming out in one sitting. That's still the way it is these days, only no one ever sees my tantrums. I wait until I'm home alone and then I'll scream and roll around the floor and cry like a ***** until it feels good and I'm back to normal.
deadmoon deadmoon
22-25, F
Sep 24, 2012