Risk Taking

I am an outgoing person. It's just the going I haven't figured out yet. I don't really GO for anything that I want. My biggest fear is rejection or disappointment . I play life safe . I play everything safe. But in doing so everything remains the same in my life , and never changes. For example , If I see someone I like I refuse to talk to them. My mind tells me that I'm not good enough , and he won't be interested. But in the long run all I end up doing is disappointing myself. So it's no way around it it feels like. I had a talk with myself the other day and I asked myself " are you living life to its full potential? Would you say your satisfied with what you've done so far" I replied "no." I just wish I could go for things I want , not care about what people thought, speak my mind , and be me. (But sometimes it doesn't feel like its enough)
DaviaP DaviaP
18-21, F
Nov 27, 2012